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I watched Finding Nemo yesterday. And I think that, besides the possiblity of being misunderstood again, this movie has a lot of good sides and that it kicks ass for some reason. I liked the amnesiac fish, Dorie. The graphics were cute yet seriously captivating. God. Why am I saying this? Basta, this film could be relatively summed up in one word: nakakaailw.

Exam week this week. And I guess I'm giving a rat's ass this time.

A Perfect Circle's "Orestes" KICKS ASS!!!!!!!! Oh my...Cog. Ang ganda. It's as good as Tool's Eulogy. Perhaps even better at times. Damn iiitttt. Wala naman may alam sa mga sinasabi ko eh... Argh. Argh again. Argh one more time. Argh again. Argh. The rhythm is just so clear. And I like how APC and Tool enter the chorus parts of their songs. Shet... Masyadong maganda. "The Hollow"...Isa pa 'to.. Ang daya. Masyadong maganda. Argh.



Happy Birthday kay Randy. Astig kang tao. Rock on! Good thing pareho tayong Incubus freaks. Hay buhay. Hehehe. God Bless sayo.

One more thing, I just had a SEMI-realization. Semi, because I've heard it before. Well, It occured to me once again that you just cannot gratify every person's f****n expectations and aspirations for one another. I accept eveyone for who they really are. And that will NEVER trigger me to change to adapt to satisfy and eventually fuck me up. It doesn't mean I'm hanging with these kinds of people I'm automatically colonized by their Americanized attitudes and whatnot. I have my unique set of beliefs and I rarely revel in changing it for someone or even more disatrously, myself just to be cooler than what I am now. Pucha wag na! Sige you can call me a Power Plant-going-conyo when I hang out with him (WHICH I AM NOT AND WILL NEVER BE UNDER MY DEAD CARCASS.) Hurt me and I'll never hurt you back. It's what I believe. And it's kept me walking the path where I live and eventually laugh out loud at everyone's misdemeanors and say to myself, "Pucha Ralph, your'e letting everyone smile at you and want to kill you when you turn your back" Ok lang. I'm a martyr of my own shit that I sometimes can't handle. I can't even handle Physics.. Goddammit.

Eto pa. I'm loyal to my friends and I get PERSECUTED. Doesn't that feel good? Astig noh? It's part of this life I'm living and the people I'm f****ng putting up with just to let them get the attention they so badly want and crave and obssess about and eventually possess and get tired with....

Yeah. rant and rant. I feel like a ranting "ranter" rantering about what others would like to rant about. God! Someone stop my brain from thinking.

Yes. Di ako depressed ngayon. Sya kasi eh. Alright.