dissect a trillion sighs away

will you get this letter
jagged pulp sliced in my veins
i write to remember
'cause i'm a million miles away
will you get this letter
jagged pulp sliced in my veins
i write to remember...


Things are getting pretty sour at home with my bible-wielding menopausal mother trying to collide with everyone she struggles to coexist with. I think it's ironic that her being devout and all just seems to contradict her inborn tendencies to piss everyone she has relationships with.

Tangina, I'm being scourged here...

Once I get enough money, I'll move.. Sukang-suka na ako rito eh. I never realized how much of a shithole this place is til now... Later when I get back to this place, practically the same routinal crap starts all over. This dejavu's exacerbating on its own.. I can't stay here anymore! All I'm every busy doing is getting held up and trapped and it never ends.. Napuno na talaga ako.. Once I get a job, I'm moving. There's a decent pad somewhere else... where it isn't infested with every dirty crawling thing imaginable..

And where self-righteousness dies out as well..